Casual Terror.

Trapped inside,

controlled

morally postponed.

I wait.

 

Not going out,

The fear creating doubt,

I resist, it grows.

I wait.

 

Letting go of it all

trusting in the uncomfortable fall,

to freedom.

I wait.

 

Open your mind,

your heart

and your soul,

watch, exposed

as life can now unfold.

 

Now, able to do,

without having to know the clue.

I climb.

 

Pushing through the mental pain,

see it strengthened by my physical gain.

I climb.

 

Terrified at the top,

wanting for it all to stop.

I climb.

 

As I push through,

Unaware of what I was able to do

I climb.

 

Shaking with fear,

no longer from within,

pushing on once again,

I climb.

 

Empowered by a passion,

Without any room for doubt,

I climb.

I grow.

 

I win again.

 

 

– Evie Pardoe

 

 

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